Playing well

Things have been break even.

I have been playing some of the 4.40 180 mans, and have been playing well up until i get knocked out. Couldn't be happier with my play, but after the first break i have been getting knocked out shortly after. I have yet to reach the 100-200 bb 25 ante level. I have gone out with KK vs 45 all in pre for ~5500 chips, lost KJ to K2 in a small blind bb war when the flop came K, rag, 2 on the flop, he raised from the sb on the flop and i pushed. Lost a coinflip with extra money in the pot, and just now this lovely...

PokerStars Game #9189640312: Tournament #46690978, $4.00+$0.40 Hold'em No Limit - Level V (75/150) - 2007/03/31 - 22:33:24 (ET)
Table '46690978 10' 9-max Seat #6 is the button
Seat 1: SirJoker (1700 in chips)
Seat 3: lucas67 (10075 in chips)
Seat 4: drdude777 (8260 in chips)
Seat 5: mcbah (2095 in chips)
Seat 6: eusdemanyob (2340 in chips)
Seat 7: Robosec (1820 in chips)
Seat 8: FS_YUL (4465 in chips)
Seat 9: norinco88 (5285 in chips)
Robosec: posts small blind 75
FS_YUL: posts big blind 150
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to eusdemanyob [Ah Jh]
norinco88: folds
SirJoker: folds
lucas67: folds
drdude777: folds
mcbah: folds
eusdemanyob: raises 300 to 450
Robosec: folds
FS_YUL: raises 600 to 1050
eusdemanyob: raises 1290 to 2340 and is all-in
FS_YUL: calls 1290
*** FLOP *** [7s Ts Kc]
*** TURN *** [7s Ts Kc] [6d]
*** RIVER *** [7s Ts Kc 6d] [6h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
FS_YUL: shows [4c Kh] (two pair, Kings and Sixes)
eusdemanyob: shows [Ah Jh] (a pair of Sixes)
FS_YUL collected 4755 from pot

Its going to be hard on everyone when i do win one of these hands after the break. I have been reading hands very well, and i know i am going to go deep soon. I will win one of these hands eventually, and when i do i am going to crush.

I haven't played many sngs. I played one yesterday and won it, witch was nice.

The majority of my time has been spent at the .01-.02 no limit 9 handed ring games. Beings i only have ~150 online, and have been spending lots of time playing the 4.40s, I need a low variance, low risk form of making money. I am a pretty good NL cash player, and i am very confident in my ability's. I believe i would be a winning player in .10-.25 nl, so i have no trouble beating the .01-.02 games. Playing one or two 4.40s and two tables of NL cash lets me take a shot at the big score of first, or second in a 4.40, along with making enough money to level things out until i do.

I played some .50-1.00 horse yesterday and the trend of me getting killed in fixed limit games continues. Every since i left the games to play sngs, i can not put in a winning sesh. I was just killed yesterday, and dropped as much as 15 dollars, but got back to -10 for the game. I am having a bit of variance in the fixed limit games. Its a bit frustrating, but there isn't much i can do. I wish i could play them more, but i don't feel comfortable playing more than 2 tables of horse, and i don't want to play a lot of .50-1.00 with only 150 bbs on stars. Once i get up to around 200+ i am going to start playing the HORSE games more.

ARGGGG, i really have no idea how to play re-buy mtts, or satellites, so why would i ever play a re buy satellite??? i dunno, but i just did. GG 10 bucks. It was the 2 dollar re buy to some 33 dollar satellite for a wsop seat. I was just playing it to get some T dollars. wow, i was lost. I didn't gamble when i should of, and got money in very bad every time. I am done with satellites, and re buys for now. I am lost as to how to play them, so there is no need in wasting money learning them now.

So i am going to keep playing the 4.40s very often.
Play the NL cash games, and maybe move up to the .02-.05 games in a week or too.
Play some sngs every now and then.
I am just iching for the fun of going deep in a MTT. When i win a 4.40 i will get back to playing sngs more. Its a mater of time, because i am playing great right now. God has blessed me with very good skills in relation to my villains, and i am very thankful.

God Bless,
Takeover_inc